If you could just let me live.
This is suffocating. As if I don’t have a life and am just borrowing my time from you. It is as if I am always being watched. Like you’re measuring my every move and counting my every step. It is as if once I did it more or less than what you wanted me to, I am committing a huge mistake. It is as if i’m stripped off of my right to live. This is just too tiring. I have been so good for 21 years. Maybe it is time for me to enjoy my remaining short life? Could you lend me this, please? Could you just let me experience what it is like to be someone - to be me. And not just a mere puppet of your well-planned life for me.