There is this friend who has been asking me “how’s life going?” and I was like.. Uhm.. You should have asked me that 2 weeks earlier. Maybe you could have gotten a sensible answer but now all I can think of is..
I’m in love with Peeta and sometimes with Gale. I loathe president snow. I pity the Capitol people for their stupidity. I am tired of playing their games. I am hurting for Rue’s death and angry because they hurt Cinna. I need to save Prim and maybe I should start an uprising.
Of course I did not mentioned those to my friend or he’ll be.. I don’t know.. Worried? Baffled? Maybe he’ll think I am psycho or something.
But I guess I am always like that when I am reading and totally engross with the book. I became the characters. Its story becomes my life. Books definitely becomes my own little world.
Why am I so torn between Peeta and Gale? I hate this feeling. That is why at times I really regret reading a good book. It made me feel things I should not be feeling. My head hurts from thinking a lot and placing myself in Katniss’ shoes. Gale’s perfect. And he’s Katniss’ friend since forever. But Peeta. He loves Katniss since… Forever! Luckily, I am not Katniss! oh but if I have the choice I go for Peeta! (still subjected to changes)